Sunday, April 29, 2012

Going broke for fitness and the much awaited number of shame

Its not cheap  to be fit or eat healthy... thus  why we are  nation of fluffy people ..... so my plan is to  spend all my money on getting fit ... ok well not all of it ... but here is my thinking ...If i spend exorbitant amounts of mula on training , equipment, and healthy foods  then i wont have the cash flow  to feed my addiction and be  like a crackhead  hoarking down cheeseburgers in secret .... not that i ever did that... no .. not at all..and i assure you i am a cheap frugal man  so  i wont want my hard earned greenbacks going to waste ..... (although to be honest  the awesome bike that i dipped into my savings to purchase  has sat  in the guest  room  untouched since the day i brought it home)  but not anymore ..... no... tomorrow i shall ride that bike ..... even if just around the block a few times!

so on to the next  subject at hand ..... my number of shame ... and yeah its  pretty fricken shameful..... but shame is always a good motivator ......so here it comes  ....

264 .... i know  when i think about that number and see it on the scale  good god i just wanna curl up into a big ball of shame ......Im closer to 3 than 2 in the same way im closer to 30 than 20...... I have hidden that shameful number  for so long now...   as if  my friends and loved ones  couldn't read it on my over sized  body ..or that if  anyone knew exactly how much i weighed they  might run away as fast as they could.... but there it is ..... judge as you will. but  just remember that   my shameful number  doesnt  convey the awesome ...loving.. kind ... and did i mention super awesome  guy that i am ... so just remember that as your  giggling at my  large mass behind your computer screen!


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  1. I'm so proud of you! Honestly, my number of shame was 279. That was after having my daughter and spending a year with a new born. In December 2009, I decided that I never wanted to see 300 and I was DANGEROULSY CLOSE. Now I'm at 215-ish depending on the morning. I still have along way to go but I just wanted to let you know that it IS possible and you CAN do it. It may not happen as quickly as you wnat but as long as it happens at all, you're moving in the right direction. You are a very strong man and I admire that strength! Best of luck!!!

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    1. Thank you so much for the support Stacey... means the world to me! hope you keep reading

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