When the going gets tough.......

I usually quit.... but   that hasn't worked for me so far...... so  this time I'm gonna try to roll with the punches..... and i mean that literally... because  today  i got my ass beat! Lets face it ... i have never been a particularly  athletically inclined fellow.... even in high school the only sport i played was softball and  i quit that my Junior year to pursue less productive  things like doing drugs! So  this BJJ, MMA, and kickboxing training  is the most hardcore sport i have  ever "tried" to do..... and i say "try" because tonight i feel like  i just got my ass handed to me over and over and over and over..... and over! i wanted to throw down my gloves and quit.... i was frustrated ... i was pissed off.... and no i was not just mad about getting beat..... I was a lil peeved at some of the guys in the class and their " show my balls" attitude .....My thinking is we are all here to learn  ..... you have been doing this for how many years.... yeah....I am on my second month... it doesn't make you a bad ass  cus you beat me in 2 seconds ...... now stop  with the "my penis is bigger than yours" shit and  be cool and teach me! I am not  able to learn shit if you  just  submit me in  1 second flat.... and guess what you didn't get shit out of it  either......so needless to say i was  very very frustrated .......but that is the way it goes ..... "so what did i do?" you ask......

 I  Velcro-ed  those  damn gloves back on and stayed for a second  class! I am not quitting this time.... come hell or high water... i will see this through... i may suck at it right now  but i  won't always .....

On a lighter note..... I finally got  "Body for Life" in the mail ... gave it a read... and will officially start the  circuit on monday ....I think i have  the  lady friend on board with it too so if i can get her to  go to the gym with me  that will help me stay motivated for sure.......Gotta look strong in front of my  girl you know.... just kidding!

as of yesterday  i am out of the 260's.....the going is slow  but  that just means i am really  losing it and not just crash dieting it off so  i have to really work it off.......

 who knows...... maybe someday i really will have a 6 pack......  lol... One can Dream!